Sometimes I wish I never married. Don't get me wrong...I love my kids...more than anything in the whole world. I just wish I had them without the marriage part. Seriously, there are days like today that I just think marriage is just too much work. Too much work without enough happiness to balance it out. Of course, I am a wife of a cheater. So yeah, that has a ton to do with the happiness factor. I've worked so hard for 7 years to make my husband happy and what do I receive in return...a big affair. WHOOHOO!!!! I feel so lucky...
I feel just like you. Today is our 6th anniversary and i really don't feel like celebration at all. There's no respect towards me, no conversation just yells, plus I found out he has been cheatting on me with pornography! disgusting for me as a christian. We have been trough a lot on this marriage and his "addictions" but i am not happy and believe i will be happier without him..
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