Friday, February 11, 2011

Understanding the Affair

I don't know if I ever will understand why my husband had the affair. I know that he is the world's biggest selfish person...or at least among the selfish people on this earth but I don't know if that is what really led him to the affair.

My husband broke down yesterday because all I wanted was for him to leave me alone. I just wanted to wallow for a day or so in my own self pity...but it drove him nuts. He convinces himself that I am planning on leaving. Honestly, what did he think was going to happen when he decided to cheat on me? He said he didn't think at all. I can't believe that. I just can't. It's not like he set out to meet her and sex just happened...This was an 8 month affair.

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